Alright. Now after completely deleting everything I just wrote, let me try to say everything again.
If what a lot of people are saying about Heidi is the truth, I actually kind of sort of almost like her. Maybe she isn't a bad person in real life and is so caught up in looks because she feels she's ugly and is trying to fake it like she has self esteem, while she may have none.
Honestly, I can relate to her. Do you see the way her face lights up whenever Jenna says how beautiful she is? I know that if a guy or girl who I thought was hot or beautiful said that, I'd be beaming too.
While I wouldn't get implants, I've gotten contacts because I can't stand the way I look in glasses, I've streaked my hair blond because I don't like my brown hair that once was blonde up till like 11. I've taken just about every medication to get rid of my zits. I've changed my clothing style around to get more "cute" and actually have self esteem, which gets bruised all the time. I'm hardly above the dorks at my school, and I don't have many friends. Is it possible Heidi was this same way back in her younger days?
If this is the case, I feel a little more like she's likable. She's not evil like Jenna is, I think she's just clueless. If I went on this show and a hot guy showed interest in me, I'd want to cuddle with him the way she cuddled with Dave as the hot guys in my school ignore me or like me nothing more than a friend.
Maybe Heidi's latched onto Jenna and is so faithful to her because just a few years ago, she feels Jenna wouldn't have looked at her twice.
But, if this is the case, why is she talking about voting out her bestest bud for life out? Maybe it's just bad preview editing? I guess I'll just wait and see.
I don't really hate Heidi right now! Amazing!