It was just painful to watch.....and quite disgusting at times too. Not only was just the fact of eating through the feeding tube gross but it was dirty and infected ....and she KNEW it! She definitely didn't seem like she wanted to change and she didn't really seem that upset about her daughters. "Its a pain being a mother....you have to get up and feed them lunch!" I'm sure she wishes they had feeding tubes too. I feel extremely bad for her for what happened to her as a child and the fact that she still runs into her molester at times. But she's let him win and control her life. I mean 14 years of not swallowing!!!! I can't imagine! Those spit cups were disgusting. I wouldn't let her do that in public....no way! I hope somehow she gets help.....because she REALLY needs it!!!