Recap for yesterday (as much as I can remember) Ryan made Julia realize that Madden preyed on her weakness and made her feel unworthy of being a mother. Kendall told Madden that she wants to give the baby up for adoption and not tell Ryan. Lily is helping Jonathan to convince everyone that he's changed after Kendall made it clear that she doesn't want him anywhere near the baby. Kendall ended up in the hospital chapel crying. That's all I can really remember.
I had a weird dream last night thanks to my post about the pairings I want to see. I had a dream that I was on AMC and Ryan was telling me that he was tortured because for whatever reason, he couldn't stop thinking about Julia. She was always in his head. Anyway, something happened to Julia and she was in the hospital getting ready for some procedure. Ryan walked in (not realizing that it was Julia) and when he saw that it was her, he started begging her not to die because he loved her. How weird is that????