Oh no, gabriel, this is awful!!!!!
I'm so sorry for your loss and I'll be thinking of you and your entire family as you go through this difficult, painful time.
You're one of the most wonderful animal people I know, so I feel just awful about this sad news because I can imagine how deeply it hurts.
I'm here for you -- we all are, as you know -- so please keep us posted as to how you and all the animals affected by this sad loss are doing.