There is TRULY something SPECIAL about this place. And it looks like you've found that out.
Everyone here is so caring and so supportive. It's just incredibly how caring and supportive everyone is here. And it's very special, that here we all are, from all walks of life, all ages, all circumstances and we all get along so well and help each other so much. Something really special happens at FORT.
I've been to other sites that do not have that special something that FORT has.
I hope things are going to be ok.
Go cry. I go in the bathroom. A good cry is actually good for you. It releases endorphins in the brain and they make you feel better.
I know a good cry is needed every so often and its ok to do it.
Just know you have a great attitude about everything and your aunt is lucky to have a neice like you. I'm telling you that none of my neices or nephews has so much as even sent me a card unless it was a graduation announcement, wedding invitation or baby announcement (the cards where they want you to send a gift). So your aunt is very fortunate that you care and love her so much.
You and her are in my thoughts and prayers and people are here for whenever you need it.