Some of my siblings will go to my father's funeral for closure, but I figure, what's the point? Closure for what? A non-existant person? Whatever. Funerals are for the living, to celebrate the life that once was. It would be rude for me to be there with people who remember him fondly when all I could think about was what a father should be and all I missed out on. So blah. I don't wish him dead but I won't celebrate his life without me, either. One of my sisters is very close to him so I'll send her flowers or something. But other than that it will just be another day on the calendar.