I'll take all your Skittles and coconut, and I'll trade you Pixie Stix, anything jelly-based or sugar-based (like candy corn).
NorwIndian!!!! I've been out of town for a couple of days but am glad to come back and see your post. Don't apologize for a down day. It helps to vent and you know you'll get support from us here. Have you thought of taking an on-line course to give yourself a challenge to focus on? There are some fun ones out there. Check out Learner's Edge. There is an outstanding course about the difference between the brains of boys and girls. That's a particular interest of mine, but you may find others you think are more interesting. They mail you the book(s) and you download some articles and then you write papers based on what you read. They're mostly for teachers so a lot of them have an applied element. I'm sure there are other on-line study options other people could recommend. Just a suggestion.