I did get something else. But the cabbage juice sounds interesting. Not delicious, but interesting.Originally Posted by echo226;2720957;
Well I've had my annual holiday breakdown today, so now the festivities can commence unabated now.
I usually have one day during the holiday season where apparantly it all comes together and I have to go have a good cry and get it over with and today was the day. I got bad news about a friend this morning, I got bad news about the potential paid job at the museum today and I just generally felt achy and tired all day and I came home and just completely lost it.
My parents passed several years ago and it seems that since then, one day during Dec. is reserved for me to miss them and cry about it and so that has now happened. My husband said he was waiting as he knew it woudl happen sooner or later. I'm so lucky to have him as he stands there with kleenex and rubs my back and then its all better.
But the amazing thing is that once I go have my little breakdown and have a grand cry, then I feel fine and everything is right with the world and I can enjoy the rest of the holidays.
At least it happened early this year and not on Christmas Eve like one year.
Sorry to babble on about my annual Christmas cry fest. I probably sound like an idiot for feeling sorry for myself instead of counting blessings. I promise to do that later tonight and for the rest of the season. I have more blessings than sorrows and the FORT friends are one of those blessings. Thanks all