Rosie I kind of know of how you feel. For the past three years it seemed every year I had to get some kind of surgery for this and that. A year ago I faced the last one almost a nervous wreck--I was so worried and so sick of going to the hospital! The doctors and other workers just couldt see that the stress is sometimes overwhelming for some when facing this. Just becaise they see it everyday, they think nothing of it and wondered why I was so apprehensive and upset. Tell your doctor how you are feeling and maybe he can set your nerves at a better sense of ease.