I'm so sorry for your loss, Brooks. The suddenness and the strong work family you have built have undoubtedly left you stunned. Grief may come to you in waves as you continue on. I hope your company can find someone to help take up the slack who will eventually fit in with you there. Nobody will ever take her place, of course. I hope you are still able to take a trip in the fall for both your husband and you to refresh. Bless you.