Hi, I have a problem and hope i can consult you guys about it.
Recently, while waiting for my A level results to come out, I decided to get a temporary job, as the wait is about 6 months. Finding a job proved alot harder than I thought. I went to so many interviews and walk ins.
I responded to this ad at a recruitment agency for a shop assistant job and they told me to go to their office. It's this really posh office located at the heart of town, basically where I've always dreamed to work at. I was very surprised when the interviewer came in, talked to me, and told me that they actually have an opening right in the recruitment agency itself, and are willing to hire me! I had no prior experience, but was still recruited. The pay's decent and the job is good.
But my first day of work was a nightmare, as I got all the jobs done wrong and there was some miscommunication between me and my boss that resulted in me not doing a large chunk of the work not done. And at the end of the day, the boss told me, not unkindly, that I do not need to go back to the office tomorrow. That was probably the worst moment of my life and I cried on the way home.
I tried to come to terms with this 'rejection' and I accept that I probably single handedly screwed up the chance handed to me. However, I still cannot get over the fact that I am 'rejected' by the company. I keep playing the scene over and over again in my mind and when ever I think of that incident, I tear up very badly. I cannot seem to let go.
Is this normal?