Thanks for the support. It really helps altho the desire is still there. It comes and goes but lately, when it comes, it's seems so much stronger.
Things have been a little stressful lately.....just became a Grandma (first time) last night. After we left the hospital, at about 2:30 AM, and I knew all was ok with my daughter and grandson........boy, did I want one....badly.
But I wrote emails to everyone instead when I got home, unashamedly bragging.
I don't really want the patch. I have my E-cig (w/nicotine) that I use because I need help with the physical part of holding it, etc.
I have a wonderful hubby who tolerates me. I had told him that I would quit smoking but I doubt I'll quit talking about it.....so every once in awhile, I'll ask if he has a cigarette I could have, how much I want it, etc. He usually has a new and funny answer each time. So I go from one minute to the next, hoping this desire will go away.