Maybe he thinks that if he can blame everything on others that he won't have to change or take responsibility.Originally Posted by paulvons
Change can be reallllllllly scarey when you are unstable.
After surpressing your feeling (ok, SOME of your feelings) for so long you don't know what's gonna pop out of you next.
If you ever watch Drug Store Cowboy, Matt Dillion has a great line...
“Most people have no idea how they’re going to feel from one minute to the next, but a dope fiend has a pretty good idea.
All you have to do is look at the labels on the little bottles.”
In my experience you have to take responsibility for your sobiety for it to last.