I purposely stayed away this season and only watched the MTA and then the finale to see who she picked.
I felt, however, like Jillian was really acting on the finale, though not doing a good job of it. She tried to make the tears come when she let both Reid and Kip go, but looking at her face, I didn't see her actually crying. She just seemed to be making these sobbing noises for the camera, but she never looked at all sad or appeared like she was actually crying. Sorry, but I thought it all looked very staged. Did I miss something on the screen?