Here's Jesse's first video diary 4/8:
It was difficult to say goodbye to the 9 ladies. I had such a great time with all of them. I truly did mean what I said that I was extremely lucky to meet all of them. They're all amazing women. Obviously, I had to turn 9 of them away, it was very tough.
Tonight I made a HUGE mistake...I mistook Karen's name for Katie. It was the last rose, and I made a mistake. I was tired, it was late, I had all these names in my head...and I made an HONEST TO GOD mistake.Yeah, a lot of people use that same excuse when they shout out the wrong name! :rolleyes But you know what? What? I feel fine with what I did because...I can't play around in this environment...and I had to fix it. I don't have time to mess around...and act like that's the girl I wanted to get. I can't do that, I really want to get to know Karen better. I'm so, so sorry it had to happen at the expense of Katie. And you know what? What? Katie was a HUGE sport about it....I really respect her for it. It...intrigues me a little bit.
The 16 girls that remain I think are all AMAZING, to say the least. I caught myself during the Rose Ceremony [handing out roses] first saying to myself, "God, she's beautiful!" The second thing was that I felt sincere and genuine that they were there for the right reason.HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
I feel great about the women still here. I'm so excit----I wish I could jump on a date tomorrow! Don't you mean "jump THEM" instead, Mr. Jesse?
I have all of their faces running through my head right now. I cannot wait to see them again and continue exploring and talking with them, getting to know them better. I'm excited in sharing myself along with my tongue and gallons of spit with them. I'm so much more intrigued about getting to know them.