America’s Next Top Model 9: Media Conference Call Interview with Jenah, 12/13/07

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As history has shown, having the best portfolio of the cycle doesn’t necessarily translate into being the winner on America’s Next Top Model. Jenah Doucette, an 18 year-old student from Farmington, CT, found that out as she made it to the final three, before becoming the eleventh contestant eliminated on the show. Although she was pegged as having a strong personality and a personality not bubbly enough to be a CoverGirl, she was certainly full of good humor and personality during this interview and is looking ahead to the future. A future which includes modeling.

Q: Jenah, why don’t you tell us a little about how you got involved in the competition?

I just sort of went and tried out. Modeling has always been something I’ve been interested in, and I have a friend who was sort of like, “You have to do it. I found out that the auditions are soon, so you have to go try out.” So, I went and stood in line for a while, and my number kept getting called, surprisingly. I ended up on the show!

SV: Hi, Jenah! I’m from Fans of Reality TV. I have to let you know that you have a lot of fans at our website, and they were really pulling for you to win.

I’ve actually been reading Fans of Reality TV a lot, and I’m always like [squeals]. At first I was really scared that people weren’t going to like me, and when I started reading my page, it made me really happy to see a lot of people were like, “We love her. We love her!” That was so nice for me, and I was always smiling. Everyone was always yelling at me like, “Don’t read that stuff! Don’t read that stuff!” You know, the bad stuff I could actually handle because I feel like these people are seeing you on TV, but they don’t really know me that well. Then, the good stuff is really nice to hear because it’s not really personality comments, and when it is, it’s like, “Hey, I appreciate that she’s real.” And, they appreciate my personality, and the bad stuff is, you know, it happens, and there are people who aren’t going to like you, and that’s okay with me.

SV: Speaking of personality, the judges accused you of having no personality, but when you showed them your personality, you were criticized for it. What are you thoughts on that, and did personality mean more this cycle than actual modeling ability, since Tyra, herself, said you had the strongest pictures in the competition?

It blew me away that she said I had the strongest pictures. That was a wonderful thing to hear. As far as personality, I think that it’s hard to see someone’s personality when you don’t get to see them everyday. You’re not hanging out with them as their buddy, or their friend, or their sister, you know. I think when someone has a three-dimensional personality—like really normal people, you know. [laughs] I’m just like a kid from Connecticut, and there are a lot of aspects to my personality, and I’m just really down to earth. I think that can be confused with not having personality, especially when you are on TV, and people are expecting entertainment, and there’s just like one aspect that really stands out. For me, I’m just sort of a laid-back person, and I think that you aren’t going to get much out of me as far as acting out, or drama, or throwing fits. [laughs]

SV: Do you feel as though you were portrayed accurately?

I think sometimes you have bad days, and you say things that maybe you shouldn’t have said, but in real life—not on TV, that’s okay, you know what I mean? Everyone knows that you’re in a cranky mood, but sometimes, out of context, things that are said seem a lot worse than they are. I think mostly I was portrayed accurately. It’s kind of funny to watch because I’ll say things like, “You’re messing up my flow.” All my friends will laugh and say, “Oh that’s so you!” [laughs]


SV: You were one of the girls affected by the smoking ban this cycle. How were you able to get through that, and have you remained a nonsmoker?

Getting through the nonsmoking was really, really hard at first. I was very cranky and kind of at first was having manic stages where I’d go nuts and like run around the house throwing stuff at people and stuff. [laughs] Then, I’d have stages where I was very introverted and kind of just sitting there stewing—cranky. After a while, it went away, and I felt a little better. Living in a town where every other teenage kid smokes and being around so many smokers, I have started smoking a little bit since I’ve got home, but not nearly as much as I used to. Actually, recently I’m down to one cigarette a day, which feels pretty good. I’m going to try to kick the habit completely again.

SV: Were you surprised when both girls stated you had the least potential, and Saleisha commented that you were rude and disrespectful, while Chantal said you were someone she didn’t want her little sister to look up to? Has that affected your relationship with them?

It hasn’t affected my relationship with Chantal, but hearing those things really bothered me because I was sitting there sort of like, “I thought this was a modeling competition.” I felt like those comments were sort of attacking personality—as opposed to my modeling and all that. I don’t know. I don’t think that I’m a difficult person. I think that my sarcasm can be confused with disrespect, but I can’t really help it. People get mad at me because I’m being sarcastic. [laughs] That’s just how my attitude is, but when it really comes down to it, I love kids, and I love being someone my little sisters could look up to. In the right context, I’m a very good role model. I’ve been taking care of kids my whole life—whether it be taking care of my sisters, or babysitting, and things like that. I know what is appropriate for what time. While I was on the show, I was hanging out with a bunch of adults—that should be able to take jokes. If they can’t, then I guess everyone has a different sense of humor.

SV: Who were you closest to in the house?

Who was I closest to? I loved all the girls. They are all incredible, dynamic people, but I think that the people I keep in touch with most now are Bianca and Chantal. I think those are going to be very long-lasting relationships.

SV: How tall are you?

I am 5’10”.

Q: I wanted to know that when you broke down and cried in front of the judges on the final episode, they made it seem like there was this big ground-breaking moment for you. Did you feel that it was like that? What was it like?

I don’t feel that it was particularly ground-breaking for me in the grand scheme of things—like my whole life. I think on the show I opened up a little bit more about some things. I didn’t really want to go there and share my life story with the whole world. [laughs] So, I didn’t really talk about my personal life a lot. So, talking about that on camera in front of people that I don’t really know that well, knowing that it was going to be on TV, was really hard for me. I don’t know. I’ve always been that person, and I’ve always been very outspoken, and I don’t really think it was ground-breaking. I just think it was a tough moment for me. I was really opening up, which is something that I don’t really do a lot. I’m not a very affectionate, like huggy, like emotional person. I’m kind of a tomboy. I’m kind of very like, “Okay, whatever. It’s cool. Don’t worry about it.” So, crying, especially in front of hundreds of thousands of people, is really, really tough for me.

Q: What did your sisters say after you came home?

My sisters love me, and they are so proud of me. After the finale last night, my youngest sister, she’s 11, called me last night and she goes,” Jenah.” [says in child-like crying voice] She’s crying and she’s like, “I’m so proud of you.” It was really nice to see because my sisters and I are very, very close. My mom, as I said, did work a lot when we were younger, and we couldn’t necessarily afford a babysitter. So, I was kind of like a second parent. I was like the dad in my house, so we’re really close because of that. I think that someday—maybe not right now—they will appreciate that a little bit more. Right now, they are kind of in that ‘tween sort of “I’m going to be a brat and tell on my sister all the time” stage. They’re great and they are proud of me, and they love me no matter what, which is nice.

Q: All of your pictures from the show—you get to keep those, right?

I got my portfolio this morning.

Q: Are you going to use that? Are you going to continue modeling?

Of course! Yes, I’m definitely going to continue modeling. I want to see what’s available for me—what’s out there, but I want to sort of expand beyond that, too. There are a lot of things I want to do. Modeling is definitely one of them, but I’m kind of one of those who wants to do everything, and, then, see what I like. Whatever gets thrown my way, I’m going to pick that up.

Q: What else are you interested in?

Maybe acting. All kinds of stuff. I’m very interested in human rights. It’s really good, especially if I have my name out there, to be able to go and speak on behalf of a lot of things that I care about.

Q: Part of this theme that came up was the mention of your trying to find yourself. How valid was it, and how much of yourself did you find through this competition?

I think that being constantly being under scrutiny, and, you know, being around a bunch of girls, which I’ve never been around so many girls in my life . . . [laughs] I think that really made me take a look at the feminine side of things. As far as I’m concerned, kind of looking at me from this girly place, and that was really weird, but I think it was less about finding myself as a person because I think that I’ll always be looking for that person. I’ll always sort of be searching inside myself for what’s really there, but I think it was more finding my place in this competition, you know, what kind of person I was going to be, and how are we going to make you look on TV. I really wanted to know who I really was as far as that competition—as far as this character that I was going to become, and I didn’t really know who that person was, and I was so all over the place and going a little nuts. There are cameras everywhere! There are a bunch of girls, like, “What is going on?” I don’t really know what I was looking for, but I definitely found out a lot of stuff about myself. I found out that I can get along with girls [laughs] and that there are people out there who are just so incredible, and all those girls are just beautiful people. I remember on one episode where we were all hanging out and playing that game with little pieces of paper, and I said, “You guys are some of the most incredible people I’ve ever met.” I really didn’t know there were people out there that could be so great, and that was really nice to discover that.

Q: How do you feel about Saleisha winning it all?

I mean, of course I wanted to win! [laughs] But, hey, she worked her butt off, and she deserved it, so, yeah, that’s her thing, and maybe it’s all for the best. I’m not a big fate person, you know, everything’s meant to be, but I am big on making the best of what you’ve got.

Q: I don’t know if you actually know this, but in doing these exit interviews, basically, every girl we interviewed said that they thought you were one of the top contenders based on your portfolio. How does that make you feel?

That makes me feel great. That makes me feel like I’m really going to have a career—starting today! [laughs] That’s a really great feeling, and those girls are great and amazing. Ah! It just feels really good.

Q: Looking back over your time, is there anything you would have changed to try and make it all the way to the top, instead of third place?

I think that considering the reasons that I didn’t make it to the top, I don’t think I would change any decision I made. I stayed true to myself, and I think I’m not going to change who I am to win. I couldn’t do that, and I’m glad I didn’t. I would never take back the things I said because I truly believe that laid-back, tomboy girls, [laughs] with a three-dimensional personality can be a CoverGirl. I truly believe that, and I would never take back that I said that.

Q: Have you stayed in touch with any of the other girls?

I have! I talk to Bianca. I talk to Chantal. I talk to Kim. I talk to Sarah a lot. I talk to Victoria. [laughs] I hung out with Victoria a lot! She’s in my state; she lives about a half hour away from me, so we visit a lot. I actually forgot to mention that, but, yeah, I hang out with Victoria, and she is a lot of fun!

Q: What was your favorite part of the competition?

Hanging out! [laughs] I hated any cattiness. I hated when competition got in the way of being cool with each other, but I loved photo-shoots, hanging out with the hair and makeup people, and making jokes. Anytime when the whole vibe in the room was very light-hearted was my favorite time.

Q: What was your favorite photo-shoot or photo?

My favorite photo-shoot was probably rock-climbing. I’m a little biased because I’ve been climbing since I was a kid. I was 12 or 13 when I first started climbing, and ever since I’ve been doing it regularly. I go every summer. As soon as I saw that wall, I was like, “Oh, that’s it! It’s all over!” [laughs] That was a lot of fun, and while everyone else was doing their shoots and getting hair and makeup done, I was in a corner bouldering along the walls and talking to the girls about how to climb, which was really, really fun! So, rock-climbing was definitely my favorite.

Q: Had you ever rock-climbed in heels before, though?

No, actually! It was funny because I was trying to impress the guy that was belaying us, because I was like, “Oh cool!” I wanted to be chummy with this guy, but obviously I couldn’t. I’m here to do some work, but I was like, “Hey, don’t worry about it. I can put my own harness on, and I’m like being all cool and cocky about it. I put my harness on and then I’m like, “All right! I’m just going to scale this wall!” Then, I get up there and my feet are slipping off, and I’m like falling. [laughs] So, that was extremely embarrassing, but I got up there, anyway.

Q: Do you think your previous experience really helped you with that shoot?

I think that it helped me being very comfortable on the wall. It’s kind of like a second home to me being up there, so a lot of the girls didn’t really know what to do. I know what can hold you up. I know that two fingers can hold you up if you really needed to. I think that made it easier for me really knowing how to climb, and knowing how to use my body, and really feel like it’s the same thing standing on the ground, for me, so I think that definitely helped.

Q: Other than climbing, what are your other hobbies? What are you interested in?

I’m not sporty in any way, whatsoever. [laughs] But, I do hike and climb a lot. I’ve been doing that for a long time. I’m really into music. Music is a huge part of my life. I love it! I like traveling. I actually went on a road trip after the show wrapped this summer. I went on a road trip across the country. I drove from Vermont to Colorado, which was wild. It was one of the best experiences in my life; it was so fun. So, traveling is another thing I love. I love driving around. Me and my friends actually do this thing where we’d get lost on purpose. We’d just take some random turns around until we don’t know where we are anymore, and then just try to find our way home, and listen to music the whole way. I like to incorporate a little bit of everything. Maybe on the way home, we spot a cool rock we could climb. Yeah, that’s about it!

Q: You said you were interested in music. Do you play music? Are you a musician yourself, or do you just like to listen to it?

I know how to play guitar. I’m very terrible at it, but I do know how to play. I also sing sometimes. At my high school, we used to have talent shows and acoustic nights, and I would perform at every one. I would always sing—either with my boyfriend or with a friend. We’d sing cover songs. We wouldn’t write anything; we’re not that talented.

Q: What are your plans now that the show is over? Are you going to pursue modeling—I mean, you said that already, but what’s your next step?

I guess I kind of have to see what’s already available out there for me and make a decision as far as that’s concerned. I mean, pursuing modeling is definitely something I’m going to do. I’m actually thinking of moving to New York City in the spring. I already started looking for apartments, even thought it’s totally premature. I’m that excited about it. I’ve wanted to move to New York City as long as I can remember, so that is definitely going to happen. Then, I’ll go from there!

Q: How did the competition affect your family? Did you get to talk to them often on the show, and how did it affect it when you got home? Were people constantly asking you if you won, and how was that for you?

People are pretty respectful. A lot of my friends would joke and be like, “So, Jenah, did you win?” I would always say, “Yeah!” And, they would never know if I was lying or not. [laughs] They would just leave it at that and go, “Damn!” We’d just laugh about it. I did get bombarded with questions sometimes, but I’d have no problem with, “Guys, seriously, just leave me alone.” They would, so my family and friends are pretty respectful.

Q: What did you do, other than your road trip that you mentioned, once you got back from China? Was it intense? Did you sleep for days?

Jet lag was awful from China. It was pretty much the opposite in China, so when it’s 3:00 in the afternoon here, it’s 3:00 A.M. in China, so that was really hard to adjust. It took a few days. I think adjusting to the real word was really tough for me and getting back in touch with everything that I missed. I missed so many concerts! I remember one phone call when I was in the house in LA between me and my friend, and he was telling me about all these concerts I’d missed. I was a little bummed out. That was one thing I was really bummed out about. It was really hard adjusting back to getting in touch with my friends, and “what have you been doing,” and catching up with everything, and all that’s going on, and having a little bit more freedom as far as not being on camera all the time—starting to feel normal again. Then, the show started airing, and then it was “oh, forget the real world” all over again. I think starting today normal stuff set in. I finally got a Facebook. [laughs]

Q: What’s it like being a celebrity now? Are you recognized on the street a lot?

I was recognized a lot. It’s so crazy to meet people who are like, “Oh, my God!” I’d be at work and they’d be like, “You look like Jenah from America’s Next Top Model.” I would say, “Yeah, I get that a lot!” I’d let them figure it out for themselves. If they really recognized me, they’d say something, but I’d never want to be like, “Hey! Do you guys recognize who I am?” I make jokes about it, sometimes at parties. I was at a friend’s party the other night, and I was like, “Hey guy! I don’t know if you know, but I’m kind of a big deal around here!” We’d all laugh about it. Being recognized is really weird considering I’m really mellow and pretty laid back, and having people go, “Oh, my God! It’s Jenah!” It’s like, “Hey dude. What’s up?” And, I give ‘em a hug. It’s definitely weird, but being recognized is kind of cool. Kind of cool!

Q: You came into the competition with shorter, darker hair, so have you kept your hair blond?

Nooo! [laughs] It took forever, but I finally got the extensions out. I dyed my hair back. The haircut I have is not the way I went into [the competition]. It’s a little bit edgier. It’s a little bit more modelesque, but I like it so much better. I like being able to run my fingers through my hair and not feel like there are beads in it. [laugh] The color was just so not me. Even seeing myself on TV as a blond, it was just like, “Whoooah!” It’s so weird. I’ve always been either short red hair or long, curly dark hair, and that’s always just been me. I feel like people also treated me differently as a blond. I feel as people looked at me differently as a blond, and I just think I prefer about this. I don’t know abut the length. I really kind of miss the length. Sometimes, I’m like, “I miss my long hair.” But, I don’t know about the color. I don’t think I’ll ever miss that! [laughs]

Q: Do you think it helped you on competitions having that long hair, or do you think you would have gone further? Do you think you would have won if you had your natural hair that you came in with?

I don’t think my hair has anything to do with it. They do your hair the way they want to, and hair and makeup can just do wonders to make you look great, no matter what. I don’t think that my hair really affected anything.

Q: What was your favorite time from your experience in China?

Oh, I loved China! I think that my off-time in China was probably my favorite—exploring, the culture, and walking around. The shopping is great because you can find of lot of really inexpensive stuff at a lot of the little markets. You can always haggle prices, and it was so fun! Learning some of the language was really cool. That was great. I learned as much as I possible could in the time that I had. I would have really long conversations with people who were bilingual, and it was a lot of fun. The culture is incredible. I would totally go back.

Q: Have you had a chance to wear your custom-made outfit again, or has it been hanging in your closet since you said you didn’t have that many places to wear it?

I think I’m going to put it on today, or maybe next weekend. My friend is having a formal party next week, and I think I’m going to wear it.

Q: What would you like to say to everybody who was a fan and supporter of you while you were on the show?

I love you and thank you so much! I appreciate it so much. I really do. It’s so weird having people I’ve never met before rooting for me. It’s weird, but it’s great at the same time. It’s so good to know that there are people out there who really care, and that’s just great for me, and I love it.

SV: Nigel had some pretty harsh criticism of your personality throughout the competition. In fact, he seemed downright hostile toward you. With that in mind, do you think any of the judges have more influence than the others, and did you feel as though any of the judges were pulling for you?

I don’t know. I feel like I’m never going to really know what’s going on in their heads, but it hurts to know that someone who really, really doesn’t know you will insult you and really push to get you out of there. I think obviously there that were some people there who were pulling for me. I definitely think one of those was Miss Jay, who is one of my absolute favorite people in the entire world. I love Miss Jay, especially, you know, I won that challenge, and I get to spend a little alone time with Miss Jay. He is one of the most remarkable people I’ve ever met in my life. He has a family. He speaks at least five languages. He has a house in Paris. I mean, he is just such an interesting person, and I don’t think they really show that enough, and I really wish they would because he is just remarkable.

SV: Did you feel that you and Nigel had a personality conflict? Is that safe to say?

I don’t know! [laughs] I think that it might have hurt Nigel a little bit, but, you know, I kind of insulted him. I don’t know. I feel like if you are going to be having an ego trip, I’m going to call you out on it. I don’t think that Nigel is a terrible person or anything, but I make jokes, and I’m a very honest person, and I’m not going to always keep my opinion to myself. Perhaps, it was an inappropriate time, but what I said was just a joke, and I think that he really took that to heart, and I think that really hurt his feelings. You know, that’s okay. I can deal with that. He’s far more loved and famous than I am, so I think he can deal with it. [laughs]

SV: Do you feel that some of the judges show favoritism toward certain girls and, in turn, are also harder on other girls?

I don’t think so. What I saw in panel, I think that especially Tyra was very fair in her criticisms. I think that she seemed to treat everyone equally, and everyone else, I think, was honest enough. I didn’t really ever say, “Oh, that can’t be right. That doesn’t seem right to me. They’re obviously playing favorites.” I never thought anything like that. I think everything was pretty fair. I mean, it’s obvious when someone doesn’t like you. It’s sort of like being a teacher, you know. Sometimes, you hate giving A’s to people, but you have to do it. I think they are very aware of their role a judge, and I think even when they hate to be, they will be fair.

SV: Do you think Saleisha had an unfair advantage in this competition having been associated with Tyra through T-Zone, modeling on Tyra’s show, and her previous acting experience?

I don’t think I have enough information to really say. I mean, considering the fact that I got as far as I did along side Saleisha, and Tyra all but saying that most of my pictures were better than Saleisha’s, really said it. Saleisha did have the type of personality that America’s Next Top Model winners have. You know, they’re bubbly. They’re very girly and sweet, and if that’s what they are looking for, I can’t help that. I don’t think Saleisha had any specific advantage because, you know, especially at first and in the middle of the competition, she was getting a lot of harsh criticism. I think just because she starts doing well doesn’t mean she has an unfair advantage, because you have to consider at the same time that you’re considering her with criticism, that she definitely had some bad criticism, too.

SV: Who do you feel was your greatest competition?

I’m not really sure. I think all those girls had a lot going for them, and I guess it really depends on the whole package. But, I remember saying that the only person I’d really, truly be okay being runner-up to would be Chantal because she is an incredibly hard-worker. Regardless of her natural talent, that girl will work. No matter what happens, she is going to work her butt off, and she is going to make this happen for herself. She is just an incredible person, and this is something she has wanted her whole life, and there is no way that anything is going to take that away from her. She’s an incredible role model. She is such a sweet girl. She is one of the happiest people I’ve ever met in my life, and I feel like that, in itself, just makes her my competition in life! [laughs] I can definitely learn a lot from her.

SV: Is there any way fans of yours can keep up with what’s going on in your life post-show or contact you—say through MySpace or something similar?

I’m going to have a MySpace up soon. I just got a Facebook, but I’m a little iffy on adding people I don’t really know that well, but I’ll have a MySpace soon. It’s probably just going to be my first name. I’ll put a picture up where you guys can recognize me. I don’t know what pictures they will be—my America’s Next Top Model pictures or just personal picture, but there will be a MySpace soon. Look for me.

SV: Our readers would really appreciate it if you stop by and post some pictures of yourself and stuff. So, if you ever get a chance, feel free to do that—or get ahold of one of us, and we’ll post them for you.

[laughs] Okay! Aw, thank you!

Q: Do you think your elimination was fair?

I think it must have been. I don’t think anyone was truly out to get me. I think that the judges were looking for a specific person to represent the show, and them, and what they want. I didn’t fit that description, and that’s okay with me.

Q: What do you think of Chantal and Saleisha now—after the competition and watching the show?

I really don’t keep in touch with Saleisha. Saleisha is great girl. She’s a sweetheart. She is really great. Her and I, we didn’t really get that close. I think that toward the end of the show, me, Chantal, and Bianca were kind of very cliquey and close, and maybe that was unfair, but we were very tight, so Saleisha and I didn’t get a lot of alone time. We didn’t become best friends or anything, so we don’t really keep in touch now, but Chantal and I have actually been talking about moving in together when I move to New York, so hopefully that will happen.

Q: Oh, wow! So, another little Top Model house in New York.

Yeah, a lot of the girls want in, but I don’t know how many of them are actually going to pull through. So far, we have definitely Chantal, maybe Kim, maybe Victoria. Perhaps, Bianca. We’re all kind of discussing it, talking about it right now.

Q: When you’re not in a photo-shoot on the show, are they providing you clothes and styling you guys, or is that all stuff you brought from home?

That’s all us. We dress ourselves. I’m really bad at it, though. [laughs]

Q: Has your personal style change since the show?

Yeah, instead of just looking homeless, it’s kind of changed to homeless chic. I dress up my flannel with pearls. [laughs]

Q: Is there anything else you’d like to add?

No. Thank you guys so much! I’m sorry if I sounded scatter-brained. I was truly unprepared for this, and I’m also extremely nervous. [laughs] I love you guys! Thank you so much!

Many thanks to THE CW and Jenah for this interview opportunity!
Photo Credit: THE CW

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[Asieypuffz]

Originally Posted by ShrinkingViolet

Yeah, instead of just looking homeless, it’s kind of changed to homeless chic. I dress up my flannel with pearls.

LOL! I love it! Haha. Awww, she is so REAL and down to earth, bless her little heart! Hehe, I wish Jenah the best, she's gonna boom with whatever she does!

Great interview SV!

[hepcat]

SV: Hi, Jenah! I’m from Fans of Reality TV. I have to let you know that you have a lot of fans at our website, and they were really pulling for you to win.

I’ve actually been reading Fans of Reality TV a lot, and I’m always like [squeals].

LOVE it!

This was a great interview, SV, and you're like half the interview! Thanks for getting all the dirt for us!

[Kaizen]

Yay Jenah reads FORT!! We love you Jenah!! You were to good for the show!

[hi_guy18]

Love her! Great interview, she sounds fun and cool.

[Toeps]

maybe Victoria

W00t!

And happy to hear she dyed her hair back. I really hope she'll have BIG success. And Chantal and Victoria too. Show Tyra!

[Blue Meanie]

SV, your interview is wonderful. You ask the tough questions that everyone else is unwilling to. Thanks!!

[raindance]

great interview! I agree SV you have the best and most interesting questions there.

She seems very real, mature and down to earth. Definitely someone who is fun to hang out with.

[jaylaaaa]

Jenah really has the best personality! B!tch Tyra, she just doesn't get the "ANTM-personality", it doesn't mean that she has no personality.

[gegeviana]

thanks Jenah! you're one of the best girls that have ever been in this show!!